Christmas has died

I'd taken her out of the Mansion coz she was staggering. Put her on my
bed for some r&r while I did stuff and kept checking on her. Still
bleeding, well, seeping blood anyway. Left her alone and when I went
back to check her about 5pm I found her all sprawled out in the
breeze. Lay down with her, gave her a drink, felt her back legs
twitching. They couldn't hold her up any more. It was like when the
boys were babies, with the twitchy electrical pulses they had. Just
before 6pm, she was laying there with 'given up' vibes. I was holding
her as she lay on the bed, legs still twitching, breathing slowing
down. About 6:05 I picked her up and lay her on my chest, stroked her
head with one hand, held her rump with the other. Said she could go to
sleep, as time went on, she did the gasping thing, stretched out,
breathing slowed right down. By 6:07 her whole body was quivering, she
stretched out a couple of times, gasped and that was it. It took two
more minutes for the quivering to stop though. Not sure what that was.
I felt a lump in her tummy, so maybe she had a tumor. I am not that
upset about her dying. She had an extra month, and I am fairly sure
she had a good life. She is buried out the back with the other girls.

cheers,
M&m

I am having trouble finding the correct words. It is awful to lose our
babies, but I find it comforting to be with them when they pass. I hope you
find comfort in knowing that your Christmas was with the one who loved her
best when she moved on.

Love,
Lynn
kitty
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I'd taken her out of the Mansion coz she was staggering. Put her on my
bed for some r&r while I did stuff and kept checking on her. Still
bleeding, well, seeping blood anyway. Left her alone and when I went
back to check her about 5pm I found her all sprawled out in the
breeze. Lay down with her, gave her a drink, felt her back legs
twitching. They couldn't hold her up any more. It was like when the
boys were babies, with the twitchy electrical pulses they had. Just
before 6pm, she was laying there with 'given up' vibes. I was holding
her as she lay on the bed, legs still twitching, breathing slowing
down. About 6:05 I picked her up and lay her on my chest, stroked her
head with one hand, held her rump with the other. Said she could go to
sleep, as time went on, she did the gasping thing, stretched out,
breathing slowed right down. By 6:07 her whole body was quivering, she
stretched out a couple of times, gasped and that was it. It took two
more minutes for the quivering to stop though. Not sure what that was.
I felt a lump in her tummy, so maybe she had a tumor. I am not that
upset about her dying. She had an extra month, and I am fairly sure
she had a good life. She is buried out the back with the other girls.

cheers,
M&m